Venting Post...

So I am waiting for my CD of all my shower posts before I post a blog on it. :) I don't post much but when I do it is usually something important to me...In the mean time...I must vent.

So Tuesday I will hit 9 months pregnant. Thank goodness, because I am exhausted and uncomfortable and would love to meet my little man finally. :) In the process of this last month I have become more emotional and annoyed easily.

First at work, I have someone that just doesn't understand that they cannot push me to the limit at the moment. They should because they have been through this before...but apparently they just don't get it. So work overwhelms me and makes my feet REALLY swollen! Luckily I only have two weeks left.

Second, Mike and I went to my girl friend's wedding yesterday (which was GORGEOUS) she looked beautiful and the setting was beautiful it was just perfect. That set aside I had to come into company of someone who apparently doesn't care for me anymore. I don't know why she feels this way. Every time I am at an event that she is at I say hello and she turns her head and avoids me like the plague, sadly we used be REALLY close and great friends. She even treats Mike the same way and he has definitely done NOTHING to her. So of course when we show up yesterday, it is at the same time they do. My luck of course. Top it off, out of all the gift bags you could buy in the world we show up with the same one. I laughed it off  and said it looks like we have great taste and said hello to her boyfriend (whom I have known since he was 9 years old & continues to treat me like crap as well & happens to be my brother's best friend) who quickly has to muffle the hello and run off or I guess he gets in trouble I really don't know. So her family is there and I know them too...I being the bigger person and an adult at almost thirty years old approach every one and say hello. She turns her head walks right past me and ignores me. At this point my irritation takes over and what I really want to do is slap the crap out of her and tell her to wake up life cannot be this bad and it is too short where you have to treat people like this  I walk over and sign the guest book and keep to myself. Mike and I go and sit down and of course they sit next to us. Really? Yep Really.

I have come to terms with this situation and while I don't know what I have done, I do know that this is not my fault. I am 9 months pregnant, I cannot focus on this high school bull crap. I have a child that Mike and I are going to be raising, this stuff is going to have to a backseat. There are plenty of events that we are going to have to see each other at continuously and some day she will have to get over it. She burned her bridge so bad that I don't even want a friendship again, I just wish things would be at least cordial for the sake of everyone else around me. I have contemplated on just emailing her and saying what needs to be done for this nonsense to stop, but the last time I emailed her, everyone and their mom saw it. Talking to her clearly is out of the question, since "Hi" is so difficult for her to say. At this point I think I will just hold my head high and continue to take the higher road. After all, I don't need this stress and I am sure Mike is over hearing me talk about it. lol.

This all being said. Advice is greatly appreciated. <3